𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 π’ƒπ’π’š π’˜π’‰π’ π’‡π’Šπ’π’π’” 𝒕𝒉𝒆 π’π’Šπ’ˆπ’‰π’• π’”π’Œπ’š π’˜π’Šπ’•π’‰ π’ƒπ’†π’‚π’–π’•π’š 𝒂𝒏𝒅 π’π’Šπ’ˆπ’‰π’•.

which constellation are we off to?

𝒕𝒐 π’šπ’π’–, π’˜π’‰π’ π’Šπ’” 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 π’Žπ’š 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕.

Happiest birthday to you, Taeyong! First of all, I hope this day would be filled with joy and your favorite food! It’s your special day, and this day needs to be celebrated. You deserve that! I know that you’re surrounded with the people who mean to you alot, which are the members, and I’m glad you have them to make your day even more special than it already is. If you’ve got any plans for the day, I hope they go well too! I also hope this day would be you just focusing on yourself. I’m hoping there’s less work today.

Before I begin getting all emotional, I just wanna say that it makes me really glad that you’re basically starting July with your birthday. It makes my (our) birthmonth even more significant.

I’ve always been thinking about how I’d start this letter, but I can’t seem to compose myself for all the things I want to say to you. I’m starting this off by saying that you mean a whole lot to me, you mean the whole universe to me. Despite the short time you’ve been in my life, I could say that you’re the boy who made the biggest impact on me. I thought way back that you’ll just another bias, but when I started to get to know you more, I felt something different towards you that I’ve never felt towards my other biases before, even my ults. There’s just something about you that’s different. I’ve become more and more interested with you, and day by day, I fall for you even more. You’re my #1 definition of what home feels like. For the bliss you make me feel towards you with your presence alone, the comfort you make me feel whenever you share encouraging words, the inspiration I am able to get from you whenever I see you work the hardest, and the amount of love I get to feel whenever you show love and care among others, I thank you for that. With you, I am always comfortable, always happy, always motivated, always excited, always light hearted. Thank you for making me feel the best things someone could ever feel. Along with this, thank you for being such a huge inspiration in my life. You’ve inspired me and brought out the best in me for the past few months, and you make me believe in myself even more. It’s funny how I somehow see myself in you, but you’re the stronger, better version. You motivate me to be like you some day. You motivate me to be as strong, as positive, as talented, as persistent, and as great of a person as you are. Whenever there are times that I get vulnerable and weak, I constantly remind myself of how strong you are, and that makes me encouraged to be a strong girl. Thank you for being my strength, for being my anchor, for being my rock. Whenever there are times wherein I get too down, too hard on myself, and I tend to push other people away, the thought of you makes me feel somehow at ease. You’re always the #1 person who starts making me feel lighter, and I couldn’t thank you enough for that. On my bright days, you make them even more brighter. On my dark days, even the days wherein I feel like I should just sleep it off and wait for another day to come, you turn that around and never let me sleep with me feeling the worst. Thank you for being my source of happiness, Taeyong. You truly make my life even more colorful and happy, despite the negative things that have happened to me lately. I know I always have a bright personality and mood, and whenever that spark within me fades and bad things get into my head, thank you for being the person who lights that up again and brings me back on track. You really do mean the most to me, and I couldn’t thank you enough for being such a great person who I could always turn to and look up to.

Your happiness matters to me so much, and I hope that you’re always filled with that. I know I’ve been repetitive over things, I kept on saying you deserve all the good things in the world. I’m here to say again that you do, deserve all the good things in the world. You’re the person who has the biggest heart and who has the kindest being. You deserve to feel the good things that you make others feel, and even more. I can’t explain it, but I just wanna keep on saying that you deserve genuine happiness and love the most. I hope your life is always filled with color, like how you fill my life with color. I hope you always feel the comfort and ease in your life, because that matters alot. I hope you stay as the boy you are now, and that you continue to grow not just by age, but as a person. I know you’re working very hard to be the best version of yourself, and I hope you know that every single day, you improve, and that you are more than good enough.

Again, happiest birthday to you, Taeyong! I love you so much, more than I could ever show, more than you could ever think of. Have the best day, best person! I’ll always be here to root for you and to support you with everything, as long as it’s good for you and it makes you happy.

With love,
Your Kara

𝒂 π’‘π’π’‚π’šπ’π’Šπ’”π’• 𝒇𝒐𝒓 π’šπ’π’–.

a compilation of songs that constantly remind me of you.